oh. i'm such a good girl. i cleaned up my room and it's extremely dirt-free now. =) lots of papers, any kind of papers and all shapes of papers. =P

so happy.

this cartoon is very cute. his name is called kirby. =) shown on weekdays on kids central, from 10.30am to 11am.

it's another rotting and lazy day for me!

caught up with jan, wen and linda at night. =) linda took the dress!!! never mind, i shall continue searching for a blue one.

kirstie is really a pro for online shopping. all the stuffs are so so so so cheap and pretty. now i know why she bought so many dresses and shoes. they are simply lovely. darn it. i want many of them too. my card's still with my mum. i can't do anything. boohoohoo. perhaps i can meet the sellers up. =) yes!

whatever. it's so fun!~ =D

oh. my dmk shoes became very loose today. the weird thing is that it became loose instead of tight because everybody knows the theory of expansion and contraction. my feet should be smaller in an air-conditioned room. whatever, i'll have to change it tomorrow, if they allow.

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHARON!=)

eating at jack's place and shopping for a prom dress were fun. i still haven't found a blue one which i like. i still prefer the one which i saw online! =P fat fat tummy.

emall has finally uplisted my shop! =D so happy. i might have a couple of business rolling in, hopefully. but i'll still keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best!

all these seem nice...

i would very much like to get the top left hand corner one because it can help me conceal my tummy. i thought it looks nice. nevertheless, i can only window-shop. so sickening.

i went shopping!~ i bought stuffs, which means i spent lots of money! first, i went to make contact lenses and the optician told me that my degree has worsened again. this time round, my left side has become worse than my right side. did all the mugging do this to my eyes? my left side reaches a horrifying 875 degrees. i am indeed blind without my specatacles. plus, my eyes are small, so i can't use the monthly contact lenses, thus, i have to use the bi-weekly one, which means, i have to spend double the amount of what my sis is spending now. so sad. stupid small eyes.

never mind, i bought shoes and a clutch, which make me very happy. but i still didn't buy the most important thing---a dress! =P anyway, my shoes and clutch are white, so they are quite versatile. i really love dmk shoes because they are so comfortable and long-lasting! 3 cheers! *hip! hip! hooray!*


pretty pretty. =)

opps. i just discovered they both have ribbons. Practically everything has ribbons nowadays. =P

as usual, i took this from my sis. =P she's really funny to consolidate jokes, especially yellow-coloured jokes nowadays. i think the one below is funny!

if you can't see the words clearly, you can click here.
ok. credits to jinny.

if anyone notices, i always write back. writing back allows one to stay an objective point of view though writing at that point in time depicts a clearer and more factual feeling towards that subject matter. i write back partly also because i couldn't use the computer sometimes. it's both a blessing and torture when your mum snatches the computer from you.

anyway, i still haven't found any dress or shoes for my prom. it's 9 more days to prom and i've not even done anything. actually i did, but none seems to suit me. i went to tiong bahru plaza and tried out the shoes at bata. i tried on the flower one, which i saw at vivo city the other day when i went out with yan they all, again. however, one side is too loose and the other side fits perfectly. i can't even fit into one size smaller. so sad. it's the first pair of shoes i had ever wanted.

soph also recommended me 2 websites to shop for dresses. they are really cheap but i'm still quite reserved about buying clothes online. there's a high possibility that i won't be able to fit. argh. plus my mum will kill me if she knows i buy clothes online. in the first place, i can't buy any because she's keeping my account and stuffs. =( online shopping is fun, yet i can only do online window-shopping.

i really like that pair of shoes and the dress below, even though my sis said it's not nice.

i want a blue dress for prom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i played audition when i came home. this funny computer actually made me score a x72 perfect. you don't believe? i have evidence. =P

i didn't hack or anything, if you're thinking of it. it's just crazy. my sis even thought it was a x2 perfect when i showed her the picture.

the bar was shifted to the perfect line always and i just needed to key in the arrows and pressed spacebar anytime i wanted to. the blue pointer was always at the perfect line. there wasn't even any song or music because it kept jamming. my total score was 3 million plus. i could have scored higher if not for missing one of the arrows. anyway, it only happened once, so don't be too envious about it.

oh man. what is this damn blogger up to again? i have to go through so many procedures to get into this page to start blogging. i don't like it to merge with googles. (opps, i typed it wrongly previously and it became goggles) it makes my life so complicated when it is already complex enough as it is now. whatever.

my mum wants me to stop making earrings and necklaces because we haven't been receiving orders. she scolded me the other day when i went to buy beads again. it's only the second month into my business and it isn't as if nobody visits my online shop. i wonder how to get it further because i've told everybody about it but it isn't working exactly. i understand that people tend to look and forget and don't even bother to save my address. it's so disheartening just to think about it. nevertheless, it's only the second month! everything will turn out to be fine because news will spread! so go go go go go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by the way, my online shop is at http://dewdrop-.page.tl. for those of you all who forget or don't know yet, go take a look.

we went vivocity to shop! =) not much of shopping, but more towards having a leisure high tea-time. from the second we stepped into the building, we were looking for food. and so we decided to go to cold storage to grab some sushi before standing stupidly outside the building to eat and it was raining. such an idiotic act because people eating at tong luk restaurant were just beside us, separated by only a piece of glass. anyhow, we couldn't really find a place to sit, so that's just too bad.

after which, we went to drink coffee at coffee bean!

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chuz asked, "what's the difference between coffee bean and starbucks?" anybody knows the answers? no? ok. the difference is that coffee bean has tea leaves but starbucks doesn't have. why? because the full name of coffee bean is coffee bean and tea leaves. cold? go throw ice at chuz. =P

after the slow sipping of iced coffee, despite the cold weather, we finally managed to start shopping. =) i saw the shoes at bata which i extremely love but i find it a little expensive and a little too tall. nevertheless, it's by far, the only pair of shoes which i really really love so much. we went around trying all the shoes, but i thought there were more people than goods in any shops. that's crazy.

after which, we went into a bookshop and laughed our heads off. as what chuz had claimed, the book which was supposedly to teach korean language had become a joke book instead. come to think of it, i didn't exactly recall what we were laughing at. and we spent half of the time looking at this gross book where people did gross stuffs, yet despite all the eeks, we finished reading, or rather, browsing the whole book with gross stuffs. ironic, isn't it?

so we decided to move on. we decided to go to jec for dinner. along the way, we passed by candy empire. unfortunately, the goods haven't finished arriving, so some shelves looked bare. the chocolates were still in the boxes and people were pushing and shoving each other like they had never seen chocolates in their entire life before. oh. i was one of them, though i don't exactly like to eat chocolates. i bought just because i wanted to buy stuffs and everybody was snatching. oh well, never mind.


the rest of our outing was spent in jec, where they kept persuading me to buy some wooden planks to build houses and theme park. i've finished one of it, a viking boat one. it's so cute. it's movable. =D i don't know why i bought them too because they seemed quite useless now. it's just a sort of impulse because i had never played with them before.

and dinner was nice. =) we ate at long john silver's. i don't mean long john silver is nice to eat, but that having dinner with my best friends was nice. =) all the stupid jokes about tofu, tou kway and with jane making weird noises.

it's small things like these that make my day. cheerios!~

i haven't been out for a long time and we finally went to sing. i'm detached from the music world for quite a long while ever since my mp3 is spoilt. it's not exactly spoilt, just that i can only listen to one side of the ear phone and i don't like the sound quality. it makes me feel 'unbalanced'. anyway, i don't know many of the new songs. there don't seem to have any nice songs nowadays, or is it my taste has changed?

hm. today's a fun day, with 7 hours of singing. lot 1 kbox really rocks. =)


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enjoy while we can because i don't know when will be the next time i go out with xpg and all.

i went for interview this morning. i think i'm quite dumb to expose my weaknesses, but i don't exactly know what she's trying to look for within me. in the very first place, i don't even know what company or firm i was interviewing at. i don't know whether that was an agency or not either. the only thing i know is that, if she calls, then i'll have work, and if she doesn't, then too bad.

firstly, the managing director whom interviewed me ask me about school. i told her there isn't any ten-year-series for history and she doesn't believe me. she insisted there is. i don't know whether to argue with her or not because she might become my boss.

second thing, she asked me about cla. i told her the books we used as textbooks can't be found in any of the bookstores and she gave me a disbelief look. she again, insisted that they should be able to be found in bookstores. i gave up and said i don't know, perhaps there is. and so, she wanted to borrow my books.

thirdly, she asked me about project work. she asked me why my group wanted to choose tables instead of something like scarves or cosmetics. i don't know how to reply her because i didn't choose this topic of research in the very first place. i wasn't even there when they decided to do tables. and she continued to ask me how my school fared, which was the worst thing of all, because i didn't want to mention the fact that the whole school did very badly. so i practically i don't know all the way, which is a very dumb thing to do.

that's my interview with the managing director.

the thing i'm proud of is that i went all the way to tanjong pagar, an unfamiliar place, by myself. being a person without any sense of direction, it's a relief i didn't get myself lost. =P i hope she employs me so i wouldn't have to rot at home. employ me employ me employ me!

oh ya. i forgot to mention that i'm finally FREE!~ and i'll be going for an interview tomorrow. all thanks to linda for helping me to recommend me to her boss. i don't even know the scope of the job, but it's better to have a job than stay idle, isn't it? maybe i'll be a chinese tutor as supplement and perhaps as a long-term device to keep myself alive. afterall, language is my only interest.


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how's this painting? so pretty, yet so solemn. it depicts all of my feelings now. don't think i'm really free because the unknown is so scary. they said stay happy while you're oblivious, yet i would rather know my fate earlier. so it boils down to whether living happily not knowing when you'll die is a joy or knowing about it so you'll cherish what you have now. so for the moment, try not to think so much.

The zips are against me today. =P the zip got stuck when i tried on the yellow dress at ps. and then, i placed my umbrella along with the plastic bag (obviously it rained) in my bag. the battle with the plastic bag and the umbrella! as expected, it got stuck again.

so i went to this fashion to try on some dresses and the zips all got stuck. i couldn't pull the zip of the first dress up. the second one was weird, because the zip seemed to start from halfway at the side of the dress. what's the point of putting a zip in the middle when it's the top part that hinder your way?

the zip on my skirt got stuck to the ribbons at the side, TWICE, too. what's wrong with all the zips nowadays?

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i can't study economics anymore although it's like 5 hours more to the exams. the more i study, the more i'll think about yesterday's paper, and the more i'll feel like crying. =(

i'm so seriously going to fail my a's. i really regret not choosing a path which i will enjoy. anyway, i've made a promise to the gods that i'll be faithful to them if i manage to get at least a acc for my subjects. i don't know whether i'll be able to make it for econs. the ones i studied didn't come out and even when they came out, the questions are phrased weirdly and i seriously didn't know what they're asking. people said maybe they'll mark more leniently, but other people can do it nonetheless. the choice of questions also determine vastly.

i'll have to compete with the top 5 jcs for history and i doubt myself too. if only i had appealed and done the subjects i really like, then i wouldn't be suffering now. ya. the usually mourning over the stupid choice of mine. so people, make choices which you won't regret FOR LIFE!

whatever, it's not use crying over spilt milk. (i've consoled myself like umpteen times) i wouldn't say i should have worked harder because i know i won't. the fault lies in choosing something which i hate.

i really wish i can make it into university. but even then, i know i've tried, and get exhausted, a life in jc. if i had chosen to go into poly or jjc, probably what i'd mourning now is that i didn't choose sa. the pasture always looks greener on the other side, everybody wishes they are the other person. maybe if i can't get into the university, another more adventurous path will open up for me. nevertheless, i really hoped i hadn't screwed up the damn econs paper and make myself so miserable now.

whatever, it's 6 more days to the end of agony, to looking for another way out, to experience another way of life. oh ya, and to look for another institution which will house me. =)

as what my sis has written in her blog,

milk: "i am a happy soul."
oreos: "we are happy souls too."

i am a happy soul three, because half of my papers are gone! however, due to the fact that all my lousy papers are at the back, i'm not that happy afterall. opps. it sounds so much like gp, but i don't care, i'm going to be biased and stay happy. so this is not a reliable source because she is biased. oh well, i'm trying to put what i've learnt to practical use.

anyway, the milk looks just as cute as me. =P

chinese a paper today. paper one was tough. i know my own standards and paper one has all along been my weaker paper. i pray that everything will be alright. i finished the paper in 45 minutes, which was half of the time, and i had no mood to check through it. i felt that i had screwed up my composition. the questions were tough, or was it because my standards had dropped? indeed it had ever since i came to this school. it's just a trade-off for me to speak more english.

paper two was slightly better. don't talk about it, don't discuss it. let me think that i know how to do everything. deep inside my heart, there's still this unconfident feeling within. the fortune teller's words kept ringing in my head, that it would be tough for me to go into university because i'm not gifted. this has been disturbing me all along.

anyway, during our break between the 2 papers, jan was telling me about this website which rena has told her about. so she was going on about how bored she'll be during the holidays and that she would go and buy some beads to make accessories. actually, that site which rena has told her is my website and rena thought it was my friend's website, and so, she went to tell jan that it is my friend's website. and then, i told jan that it was my website. my god, her expression was so so so funny. she looked so stun man. i felt very hilarious. then she started to say, oh, the designs are all very nice, very simple and i like simple designs. blah blah blah. LOL! very funny indeed.